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Sep. 18th, 2006 04:22 pm
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Something that [livejournal.com profile] ironrat said a month ago: "Two things that MIT taught me about myself while I was there are that 1) I am not a discoverer (which is to say, scientist) and I am not a creator (which is to say, engineer)." I think there's an implied 2 there, but I didn't post this to pick on his grammar.

Every so often, I encounter something that is so right, so perfect, that I keep coming back to it. Rarely, it's art, or music, or poetry (Some of you may remember being dragged by Soprafina to stare at the illegible text that I finally bought. Amusingly, none of you seem to remember my favorite poetry excerpt, except maybe for [livejournal.com profile] jadia, who has no idea why I'm bringing it up). Sometimes it's a thought, which this one is.

I'm not a scientist. I figured that out partway through grad school, but I just thought that it was because I was junk at it. It's not that I'm a bad scientist, it's that I wasn't ever that character class at all, but just didn't realize it. I'm an engineer. I want to create things. I want to create worlds and NPCs and javascript bus maps and sweaters and cassoulet and wikis and perl scripts that run poetry puzzles and photomorphs of people I know...

I'm not just a failed scientist, or a goof with too much spare time on her hands. I actually have a label!

This pleases me very much.

Date: 2006-09-22 04:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] chenoameg.livejournal.com
I just reread this post and the ensuing comments, and it came upon me.

I am a Connector.

(Yes, I realize most people would call me a Nurturer, but I think that is only part of it.)

I think in analogies. I connect new ideas to old ideas. I connect people to each other. I connect data to people who need them. I weave webs of obligations between people. (I strain to fit feeding people into this allegory, but it's a means to an end. The feeding is what lures them in; the connecting to them is the point.)

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